its been awhile

Well i havent written a blog in awhile so i guess i will just try to fill you guys in ... so yea my last post was in celebration of opening .. but now ( 4 months later) were getting ready to close the show on sunday ( the 24th) .... i think i have finally come to terms with the idea of not seeing these incredible people every day ..... although it will be extremely hard to close the show .. it will be nothing compared to moving back home..... its like going to college for half a year and then being told ... "o jk you have to go back home and do High School again" ... it just really sucks ..... i love my fam and all ..... but im just going to miss the freedom and independence i have right now.... but i do understand that i still have to graduate HS and i have alot of work to do but idk .. it just sucks....

besides closing and all ive been running around like crazy, trying to get all my college stuff done ... i already had my first college audition this past week at Marymount ... me Danny and Catherine got to audition together .. so that made it easier.... but next is nyu and then a few more after that ...... also i have been auditioning for everything i possible can ... and i have been searching like a mad man for an agent ..... I have soooo much to do before i go back home on the 15th ...

Changing the topic alittle bit ..... my holidays were great... i got to spend it with both my family's ..... (the real one and the birdie one :) ) ...... The cast had a nice Xmas party and we did the whole secret santa thing and i was johns......

he really enjoyed his snuggie lol!!!

i also spent 11 hours in times square to watch the ball drop ....... and all we got was a balloon, chapstick, and a hat lol... o and we met these really kool people from Massachusetts..

But Yea .. this whole experience has been incredible and i wouldnt change it for anything...

Im just sad it has to come to an end .... 7 left ....